Vienna 2: Musikverein

Mysterious thing, acoustics. Despite decades of scientific research and the development of arcane mathematical models to determine how to produce the best-sounding space for live classical music, no one can really predict how a new concert hall will sound in the flesh. But here in Vienna, I think I've found an answer: instead of hard scientific data, what you need is about 50 life-size, gilded, topless female sculptures. They are stationed all around the perimeter of the Goldener Saal of the Musikverein (you probably know it, even if You've not been lucky enough to go there - it's the hall where the Vienna Philharmonic play their New Year's Day Concerts), and since 1870, these impassive visions of neoclassical femininity have watched silently over everything from the premieres of Bruckner symphonies to Leonard Bernstein's performances of Mahler.

Goldener Saal of the Musikverein 

May, 2012 

金色筆記: 故事片斷

故事片斷：
她哭泣的說 ......


請你別再用批判的言語，
對於長久受傷的心靈而言，
經不起一絲絲懷疑與苛求，
生病了也許，請別一再刺痛滿佈瘡痍的身心。
求你，兩千五百個日子，怎不知？
如今，
無論你再如何掩飾，
都無法抹去如惡夢般的畫面；
無論試圖刻意很用力的遺忘，
在當下脆弱的心靈，像大海裡浮沈的一朵紅玟瑰，
不斷的被無情海浪衝擊，
芳香依然，卻脫水，撕裂...

別問為何天使變成了魔鬼？
天使謊稱她一直都是穿了仙女翅膀的魔鬼，
那又何須辯解？

別騙我，你要好好待我，好好照顧我了....
曾經好期望公主王子的無憂無慮，
但是，你的承諾可以隨時瓦解，隨時讓人卻步...
即使那是個從小就响往的城市，
想來，令人駭怕...
雖然，我是如此的想去...
曾是我最愛的威尼斯，如今美麗的沙城沉沒在水裡，
怎麼也沒想到
她成了這一生最不想去的城市...

My Vienna Dream ....

Sadly, I am not going to Vienna this year....
I wish Innocence will never die....like those boys voices from heaven ....

四月的雨

滴滴答答的雨聲，被狂風吹的亂了方向；
每寸血液𥚃流竄著醉人的酒精，
急促冰冷的長夜，擰疼了，
怦然熱烈的心跳，凝視了，
夜裡睡不去，
彩虹彎上，
我們最無憂的床...。

金色筆記：Mythology 2

I do not want to think anymore....
There is no use to think....
I do not want to feel anymore....
There surmises too much sadness in the dark...
I do not wish to plunge into my emotions anymore...
They are viciousness, jealousy, anger, remorse, desolation, depletion, betray...
I do not know what is compassion and love anymore.....
If I can only feel my blood running in my vein....
If I can only listen to my heart beat....
If I can only touch the air while breathing.....

No way....
I do not know what is blindness and truth anymore....
I do not know what is trust anymore....
They are all the manifestation of illusions, of all emptiness...
No way...
Thinking is foul which leads to valley of no return !

God.....
It is 5 o'clock in the morning now....
Let's sleep into no time and no limitation and no obstacles ....!

The Help !

The Help ! 「姊妹」。

60 年代，在一個不公平的隔離的世界裡，不同階層世界的兩個人，還是有情感交流的可能的。
感人的是在政治不正確性的基礎下，情感是真實的流露.... — at Spot-Taipei(光點台北).


Set in Mississippi during the 1960s, the period of Civil Right Movement, Skeeter (Stone) is a southern society girl who returns from college determined to become a writer, but turns her friends' lives -- and a Mississippi town -- upside down when she decides to interview the black women who have spent their lives taking care of prominent southern families. Aibileen (Davis), Skeeter's best friend's housekeeper, is the first to open up -- to the dismay of her friends in the tight-knit black community. Despite Skeeter's life-long friendships hanging in the balance, she and Aibileen continue their collaboration and soon more women come forward to tell their stories -- and as it turns out, they have a lot to say. Along the way, unlikely friendships are forged and a new sisterhood emerges, but not before everyone in town has a thing or two to say themselves when they become unwittingly -- and unwillingly -- caught up in the changing society. 

姊妹

The Help

上映日期：2011-11-18

類　　型：劇情

片　　長：2時26分

導　　演：泰德泰勒(Tate Taylor)

演　　員：《女郎我最兔》艾瑪史東(Emma Stone)、《誘.惑》維奧拉戴維斯(Viola Davis、奧塔薇亞史班森(Octavia Spencer)、《髮膠明星夢》艾莉森珍妮(Allison Janney)、西西史派克(Sissy Spacek)

發行公司：博偉

Greek Mythology 1

Aphrodite and Eros, by Giovanni Antonio Pellegrini, from the late 17th century.

Diana of Versailles

The Judge of Paris, Athena And Aphrodite 

Aphrodite is the Goddess of Beauty. Accordingly, she is depicted as the most beautiful woman on Earth.

In Roman mythology, Diana (lt. "heavenly" or "divine") was the goddess of the hunt and moon and birthing, being associated with wild animals and woodland, and having the power to talk to and control animals. She was equated with the Greek goddess Artemis, though she had an independent origin in Italy. Diana was worshiped inancient Roman religion and is revered in Roman Neopaganism and Stregheria. Dianic Wicca, a largely feminist form of the practice, is named for her. Diana was known to be the virgin goddess and women. She was one of the three maiden goddesses, Diana, Minerva and Vesta, who swore never to marry.




Athena, the Greek goddess of wisdom, war, the arts, industry, justice and skill. She was the favorite child of Zeus. She had sprung fully grown out of her father's head. Her mother was Metis, goddess of wisdom and Zeus' first wife. In fear that Metis would bear a son mightier than himself. Zeus swallowed her and she began to make a robe and helmet for her daughter. The hammering of the helmet caused Zeus great pain in the form of headaches and he cried out in agony. Skilled Hephaestus ran to his father and split his skull open and from it emerged Athena, fully grown and wearing her mother's robe and helmet. She is the virgin mother of Erichthnonius.

Athena and her uncle Poseidon were both very fond of a certain city in Greece. Both of them claimed the city and it was decided that the one that could give the finest gift should have it. Leading a procession of citizens, the two gods mounted the Acropolis. Poseidon struck the side of the cliff with his trident and a spring welled up. The people marveled, but the water was as salty as Poseidon's sea and it was not very useful. Athena's gift was an olive tree, which was better because it gave the people food, oil and wood. Athena named her city Athens.

Athena's companion was the goddess of victory, Nike, and her usual attribute is the owl. Athena possessed the Aegis.

Smile ~ 摩摩渣渣 ~~

It was pouring and chilly out ,
yet I am having a splendid icy dessert in a Tai Restaurant,
enjoying sense of icy elegance!

Sometimes, Life is as easy and beautiful as tasting that colorful passion fruit....

Sense and Sensibility ....

我有幾個大學生自畢業之後，今天回來找我；
女孩子年齡比較近，總是向我傾訴許多情感上的煩惱與困擾...。
 她們說喜歡我的浪漫，開闊的觀念思維以及超級理性與心理的分析...。
我喜歡一段段的故事，沒有結局的故事，愛悲劇， 
但更愛童話裡王子公主從此過著幸福快樂的日子。

越不可能越愛吧？！ 
不過，Angel 卻從來沒有這樣條理的分析自己的感情，
 就是因為至於自己，從來不用頭腦想，不太思考，
只用靈魂用感情用心，
所以，會興奮，會狂喜，會心悸，會心痛，會失落，會失眠，會心碎，會傷悲...。

故事, 是否都要用眼淚換來？
故事，是否都要徹夜的失眠？ 
看過聴過經歷過，本以為都不可能的故事，都一一在目...
人感性了，才會有戀人情人的愛情激情；
人開始理性了，就會把戀人情人變成責任親情或是仇人陌生人...。

 然後，
 故事，是否都要用眼淚換來？
 故事，是否都要徹夜的失眠？

愛不須理由 --- with Ravel's Bolero

當我們寫一個女人的生活時，肯定我們會放棄所須要的行動，
而用愛來代替，
詩人曾說，愛是女人的全部。。。。1

盡管現代女性捨命辯護，
那還未盛開含苞的粉紅玫瑰，
在香氣還未綻放前，便已凋謝得零零落落。。。

她說，她不要。。。

詩人說，春天撒播花瓣，
不是為了未來的果實，
而是為了這一剎那的妄想。。。2

妄想在虛幻世界中真實，
真真假假你我可曾知曉？
微風吹吻女人顫抖的花蕊，
只為了他緊密溫暖的擁抱，
愛不須要理由。。。

詩人說，那一剎那便是永恆。。。
有誰說今生來世永恆只是個童話？

如果愛是女人的全部，
那麼愛對男人，又有多重要呢？
也許比較他自己想像的重要許多。。。


1. Virginia Wolf
2. Tagore

Sour Angelica

👼❤Cherish every moment, like there is no tomorrow !

Nothing is perfect ..... Everything is impertinent ..... Attachment of self is the most evil of all .... Trust whatever that touches my heart and shines within my soul .... Cherish every moment like there is no tomorrow!!! However, if you should not agree with me, I shall either defy you or we are not on the same path ....

For you: " Angel "

Spend all your time waiting

for that second chance
for a break that would make it okay
... there's always some reason
to feel not good enough
and it's hard at the end of the day

I need some distraction
oh a beautiful release
memory seeps from my veins
let me be empty
oh and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight

In the arms of the angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here


So tired of the straight life
and everywhere you turn
there's vultures and thieves at your back
the storm keeps on twisting
you keep on building the lies
that you make up for all that you lack
it don't make no difference
escaping one last time
it's easier to believe
in this sweet madness oh
this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees


In the arms of the angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent revyou're in the arms of the angel

may you find some comfort hereyou're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here




From a lost child :

dear god
給我好運
面對明天接踵的挑戰
戰勝所恐懼的

提醒我

隨時找到快樂源頭
....

王子成了平凡的縮影

循著碎片
拼湊著造就成就的基石...



很孤單
很需要陪伴...



然而 曾經是勢死承諾永遠會愛他、守護著他的、天使守護者...

Sound of Ocean ....

Sound of Ocean .....
海浪聲~~~~

願...........

在山水之間


有一份信念 是靜默無言

在聚散之間

有一劫宿緣 是無常善變

在你我之間

有一縷思念 是魂繞夢牽



此生上路 哪怕天絕地穿
只願途中 能再與你相見

流浪者之歌 3 : 請你聆聽內在的聲音...

我第一眼，就看到你的靈魂，
你靈魂的焦慮，渴望，順從，與光芒!

焦慮現實，渴望愛，順從真善， 如同新生的光芒!
這些體認，並不是語言可以描述的...
如同觸碰到真理核心的光，不是文字可以闡明的...

悉達必須親身去經歷，一味的想從思想網羅中捕捉真理，
己經是不可能的了! 太多的分析，理解，邏輯，完全的破壞的靈魂的光...
於是，他聆聽自己內在的聲音，
他並沒有借助於禁慾，獻祭，祈禱，斎浴，吃飯，喝酒，冥想，作夢。
他只是聆聽內在的聲音，他不會聽從其他外在的命令。

流浪者之歌 2 : 親愛的，我迷失了...

Inspired by Siddhartha Hermann Hesse:

Dive in the Blues....

While I was searching for a noble Truth, I found the teacher and sutra could not teach me anything any more. I then, turned into myself, my own character, that I wanted to learn form my Self. Not that teacher and sutra were not sufficient, yet they portrayed the true nature of the universe. I myself could not understand  the connotation insight the foremost meaning.

As soon as I refleced within, I discoverd I was so alient to my self-- I was afraid of myself, I did not like myself, I wished to destroy myself, I was fleeting from myself, to a fantasy, to an innermost nucleus of all things, an Absolute. I was lost, lost in the forest of seeking, alienating from the reality.

I wish I can become like Siddhartha, that everything  is suddently existing clearly to him:  he, who was in fact like one who had awakened or was newly born, must begin his life completly afresh!

At this moment, I felt I do not belong to any keen, any class, any organization;  I do not belong to my parents, to my lover, to any sharing of smiliar interests. I, for the first time, feel so alone.

No, I do not seek for realtiy, or the other shore, as this will not lead to true awakening, nor ultimate happiness. The world appear to me so simple, beautiful, and childlike as I begin my journey to wonder in the universe.

愛我和玩我，有什麼不同？

有人說，愛我和玩我，有什麼不同?
玩我，他希望每一分鐘都與我在一起時很開心愉快....
愛我，他會希望我平時就很開心，因此他就會很開心....
事實上呢?

Special Limited Edition...

我小時候，很在乎，
很在乎他關不關心我的內心世界?
很在乎他在不在乎我的成長與，生活?
很在乎我們是否能夠長長遠遠？　
現在，我還是好在乎~~

但是，我更在乎，此時此刻的分分秒秒，
他是否健健康康的?
我們是否都保有"靈魂的光芒" 與 "真誠" ?　
我們兩人是否在一起很開心? 很愉快?
我們兩人是否說著相同的語彙?
我們兩人的眼神是否交會著火花？　

因為，誰知道，明天還會不會到來??
愛我? 還是玩我?

金色筆記: 台北港

你想哭，可以打電話給我~
你失眠了，可以打電話給我~
你要溫暖，你要靈感，可以來找我~~
你要工作，你要賺錢，可以跟我訴苦~~
你想罵人，別對著我，要對著大海山谷，大聲吶喊！
但是，
怎麼辦?
天大地大，你我的心就這麼的大，
層層的城牆包圍著，
想逃也逃不了....
慾望渴望期望，期望渴望欲望...

不斷的馬不停蹄的麻痺自己,
今夜來到了台北港眺望，
呼喚著在海另一邊的你...

---Blessing Angel




Taiwan's most beautiful Ocean Coast ....Guess..?



親愛的，我懂 !

有人寫信問我為什麼在情人節這天要貼上這張不開心的照片？....。有嗎？....
剛剛有兩位巨星殞落，聽著 "掌聲響起"，跟著唱
 I Will Always Love You...., 我真的盯著電視，紅了眼眶，哭泣...

太感性了也許。。。
太傷感了也許。。。
射手的孩子熱情洋溢，
處女的孩子敏感細緻，
太陽月亮有著許多矛盾；

親愛的，當你慌張著在靈感裡尋找慰藉，
別說Angel 不懂你，
懂，當然懂。
有誰比我更懂，那藏在桀驁不馴的眼神下的 "祕密"？
有著夢想，有著不安，有著渴望....
不只這些....

也懂巨星在此時的告別，所帶來萬分的不捨。
有些人哪天也會成為閃爍之星，
有些人現在就是顆發火發亮的星星，
我想到的是，要真心珍惜，
珍惜每一刻的擁有的時光...

也許時間很長，也許時間可以倒流，
也許明天再也不會來，
也許在天堂，你可以永遠牽我的手，
也許下輩子，換我唱給你聽...

真的，再找一天，
在海邊，有夕陽，有彩虹，
有靈魂，有光芒，有真心...

"流浪者之歌" 1 : 親愛的，你為何流浪?

悉達多王子，為何流浪?
為了尋找一個脫離苦痛的＂真理＂!
"流浪者之歌"的悉達，為何流浪?
為了尋找一個永恆的喜樂 !

At the begining,
Siddhartha had one single goal --
To become empty,
To become empty of thirst, desire, dremas,
     pleasure, and sorrow --
To let the Self die ! No longer to be Self!
To Experience the peasce of an emptied heart,
To experience pure thought!

When all the Self was conquered and dead,
When all passions and desires were silent,
then the last must awaken,
the innermost of Being that is no longer Self--
is the Secret !!

Had he attained the Ultimate Happiness?
NO, HE DID NOT !

那麼，親愛的，你為何流浪?

永遠愛你 !



My Wine at Stay, Taipei

情人節快樂！
在巧克力紅玫瑰的日子，心情複雜，感恩愛我，照顧我的，
親愛的摯愛的，父母，情人，上師及朋友：：

因為你們包容我的嬌縱，任性，
包容我的自由，浪漫，霸道，
Angel 才能在天堂裡釋放敖翔，
也許時常在掙扎著不適應的跌跤，
也許時常迷惑...

... 但是人生無常，我們不都在跌跌撞撞中學習？
Angel 滿心的愛你們！
因有你的愛，我會更加...
像,...天使..般可愛美麗！
永遠愛你！

金色筆記：海浪聲

親愛的，我要聽海浪聲~~~~

好近好近，貼近耳朵的那種。。。

他們不喜歡，沒有関係，只要我們很愛很愛...

好，我們去~~

Special and Only ....

Why are you so special on Earth to me?

Because I have tamed you...

Tame means establishing ties.

Establish Friendship, and Love Relationship.

I have spent my time to be with you,

I have been so good and gentle to you,

like a ritual , like my responsibility...

And you are my only and my special treasure,

only because I have tamed you!

Let me tell you my Secrete :

It is only with the heart that one can see rightly;

what is essential is invisible to the eye."

在這世界上，為什麼對於我，你是如此的特別?
因為我馴服了你。
馴服的意思是就是   "建立關係"
我願意付出時間與你，我願意對你產生責任感，
我對你付出了溫柔與關愛，
這樣我們建立了朋友關係，或是戀人的關係。
你與這世界上的其他人有何太大的不同呢?
對於我，你是唯一的，你是特別的，
都是因為這個原因: 我馴服了你。

偷偷告訴你我的秘密:
"只有用<心>去看，才能看的到真實的東西；
因為，真正重要的，眼睛是看不到的!!"

----The Little Prince

金色筆記: 東海岸的城堡

看到了日出....是否看到了靈魂的光芒 ?

親愛的，有個地方...在那裡，
離宇宙天邊近一點的海岸，
當群眾及掌聲散去時，
還有永遠圍繞你的星星作伴，
純純粹粹的，乾乾淨淨的，溫溫暖暖的；
像王子擁坐城堡，
像國王置身自己的國度，
自在而放鬆....，
像公主囘家的感覺。
很熟悉也很特別。

不像在台北，每每離開宴席及舞台，
走在馬路上，天空一片灰黑....
冷冷寂寂的，
熟悉又陌生。