Friday, December 30, 2011

2011 A difficult year~~

‎2011,
在許多朋友的關心下,走了出來。
帶著複雜感恩的心,走了出來。
好多年來的不開心,終於一併的釋放。
一直以來,依賴着一個幻想的期望的憧憬,
忍受太多不是常人能忍的屈辱。
帶着面具的忐忑的生活。
不該,這不該是天使應過的生活。
天堂,美麗,清澈,單純,
那有他那些算計,自私,與報復?
終於 ,逃離了他魔掌。
不會很開心,也不會太失落。
似乎2011 年底,將有一道曙光,
自己的光。
不再是別人給的光,別人的溫暖。
愛,是在自己心裡的,
自己愛了自己,
永遠的將環繞在愛的光輝裡。
會是誰?帶我重新進入天堂?
不會是別人,
那一道光。

From Cordilia's Blog .

我想回家.....

I want to go home ......

Friday, December 23, 2011

Modigniani as an Artist ~~~


重新看了一次影片Modigniani 。一次次的感動...


當她父親威脅Modi 離開她時,我哭了;
當他發瘋似的趕她走時,我哭了;
當他畫上她的眼睛,找到她的靈魂時,我哭了;
... 作畫,是他唯一的信仰!

當他很努力的完成了讓世人推崇的畫作時,
當他拼命的保護著他們的愛,與那張證書時,
卻被一群惡棍打昏! 卻被命運,被香菸,被酒被肺病打倒.......
我哭得無法自己。

她跳樓自殺是註定的情愫,
我無法停止流淚...。

Modigniai 是一類藝術家,全心的投入毫無保留,
用"生命的光芒" 來點燃藝術創作,
已經到了自私自大狂妄的地步;

但是,"靈魂" 是最重要的感動!!

Monday, December 19, 2011

Much Ado About Nothing!

Much Ado About Nothing:

Benedick: Thou and I are too wise to woo peaceably !

Ladies, Sigh No More.
Men, were all decievers ever.
One foot on the sea,
The other on the shore ....

Sigh No More...............

Thursday, December 15, 2011

地天泰掛第十一。

12/15 卜卦.....

地天泰掛第十一。
通泰! 各方面交通應合而走向亨通的道理!
陰陽對待,物極必反,泰及否來的哲理!

運勢:諸事如意吉祥,前途事業均順利。切不可驕傲或任意從事,亦宜自惕勿太活躍,始能免於災難。凡事宜求內在之實,不求外在之虛,否則有破。
愛情:情投意合,良緣。勿任性,以維持吉象,反之則招破。
家運:家庭和合,有通亨之象,凡事宜檢點得失,不可胡為,否則招災不利。

初爻:
君子道漲,小人道消也.
與同類前行,可獲吉祥!
二爻:
心胸開闊,既不遺棄遠者,
又不結黨偏私的中庸美德!
三爻:
之後,通泰可轉為閉塞。
唯有保持"貞正"與"誠信",才能免禍,而獲得食祿 !

Monday, December 12, 2011

讓我們感動,讓我們哭的歌曲.....Angels and Hello Dear Wake Up by Xhen How

"總有一些歌,讓我們悲傷讓我們哭
其實讓我們哭泣的並不是歌本身,
而是藏在歌裡面的那些回憶..."
 
從前,我對人的記憶,常常是一個人連繫著一首歌。
和他一起演出的曲子,  或是和他一起欣賞的樂章
或是那是一首他唱給我, 或為我而作的曲子。
那會帶來一種當場的情境。。!容易流淚!

Chopin Nocturn No. 1
Malher Sym. No.4
Elgar Cello Concerto
Sealed with a Kiss
Everything I do I do It for You
Lady in Red
Special Love for You
Saint Sean Piano Concerto No. 2
My Heart Will Go On
Beethoven Piano Concerto No. 5
Everyday in My Life
天涯歌女
Hello Dear Wake Up
Angels

有時像看到了靈魂的光芒觸動內心淺意識的感染力。。。
讓我感動,讓我哭.....


Dear Wake Up

Monday, December 5, 2011

金色筆記: 家在天堂的山谷~

火車...喜歡坐火車。
自花蓮,32行館回來:
沙灘,瀑布,海浪,星空,舞蹈,音樂,
加上紅酒,高梁。。。!

山谷的蝴蝶好多,好巨大,好漂亮。五顏六色,
七彩的,而且都是雙雙對對的飛~~

無論族人們出草否~~

天使要回家了,
家在天堂的山谷~
守護着蝴蝶,叛變的與不判變的美麗~~~~

Wednesday, November 30, 2011

Kissin Piano Recital in Taipei

Bravo!!!!!!
Kissin Fulfilled our night with all Lizst Piano Works!
Heavy yet mesmerizing....
In my opinion, he is the one, the most vibrant, fluent, and has the cleanest tone quality and of cousrse artistic, musical and poetic concert pianist, among the younger generation in the world!

很開心~~

可是,他彈完兩首Encore 曲後,他好像很累的樣子。然後還有簽名會~全球巡迴一定超級的累,看起來~~~~


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=be5KykoJ-No&feature=youtube_gdata_player

Monday, November 28, 2011

金色筆記 : 天堂島嶼上的Vampire

參加了一場溫馨的婚禮,男主角出場方式很特別,
拿著麥克風一路高唱的走進來。。。進入凡間的天堂!
還是讓我想起 Edward Cullen:天堂島嶼上的Vampire

深情的凝視,穿透你的思緒,
那種殺氣帶著柔情,把所有圍繞你的危機冰凍。
不用太多的話語,攝受你慌亂的心;

霸道的,用熱到極凍點的愛,
把你吞噬。
純粹到不可說~~

Twilight Saga~
Love The Pure Innocent Romantic and immortal Love in Twilight!!
喜歡"暮光之城"裡的愛,
純情永恆的,乾淨的,無雜質的,
在血液裡流竄。
雖然最後一集不怎好看,配樂很天外一筆的讓人專住。



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uycOpnYnd5g&feature=youtube_gdata_player

Friday, November 25, 2011

親愛的,別慌。

你說, 寶貝,
你要永遠愛我,懂我。
我說,親愛的,
我喜歡
被你的凝視,迷惑;
喜歡被你的憂愁,佔倨。
好,我也永遠愛你,懂你。

隨著心跳的節奏,慌亂,
酒氣在醉倒的空間裡,渗透。
交纏的眼神,
藏不住熱血沸騰,
像四月的冰河山雪,奔走,流放。

愛你的綿密,寵你的高亢。
吻你,在狂亂的淚珠,
在狂亂的大雨中
在懷裡聆聼著你夢想的狂妄,
卻是句句錐心的背叛。
親愛的,別慌。

轉載~~~

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

The Guitarist Tunes Up ~ " Mysterious Face"

To Musicians: Bravo !! Bravo!!

For a Soul and Fire Concert " Mysterious Face"
at the Night of 11/22/2011

吉他手調琴.......
看他俯身多麼專注而有禮,
照拂那樂器;
非以高傲征服者的姿態對付,
... 弦絲及琴木。
... 而像男人跟他鍾情的女人,
悅色的詢問,
她有何重要事情需要說明,
然後,他和她,才能開始演出 ~~

The Guitarist Tunes Up...
"With what attentive courtesy he bent,
Over his instrument;
Not as alordly conqueror who could command both wire and wood.
But as a man with a loved woman might,
Inquiring with delight
What slight essential things she had to say
Before they started, he and she, to Play."

----- F.Cornford ( Grand Daughter of Charles Darwin )

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

Music be the food of love~

If music be the food of love, play on,
Give me excess of it; that surfeiting,
The appetite may sicken, and so die.~~Duke Orsino
From the Twelfth Night by Shakespeare

Duke is in love with the concept of love!
There is a difference!

I feel so sad again~~
Now emptiness prevails .

Saturday, November 12, 2011

金色筆記:人生如夢

Photo by X. H. 

有人說,你今生會遇上的人,
在前世就已經約定了。
也許在夢裡,
像網路似在空氣裡迷漫。
你的眼充滿了迷惘,在雨中。
你入俗的說你見過我~
但是我知道你並沒有說謊。
我也見過你....

人生如夢...

這擦肩的火花
隨著香檳的氣泡擴散,
是否,這是你刻意的安排?
我是多麼刻意的想要逃脫

逃避一切的浪漫陷阱。

為什麼要我
再次走進有男有女的霧中?
滿林鳥飛,毫無盡頭?
最愛的是你,卻是如夢似幻。

Saturday, November 5, 2011

What is happiness?

“The amount of happiness that you have
depends on the amount of freedom you have in your heart.”
- Thich Nhat Hanh


Milky Way at Bir, India

Saturday, October 29, 2011

金色筆記:at 3:00 am in the morning

‎3:00 am. 半夜裡,手腳都塗上最愛的亮麗桃紅色指甲油。身上擦着甜甜的CoCo~~
只因在半山上,秋月惆悵的令人打寒顫,細雨把心窩錐得疼。
看著庭院裡的楓樹,慢慢的凋零,溫柔的凝視,火紅金黃的透露出原本的脆弱,淒美的嬌縱!
— at 陽明山夜景.

And still, I have this impeccable sadness suffocates me, deeper and deeper.
There seems no point of escaping as there is also no point of reference down to the path in samsara. I am entering a black hole where no one can hear my voice, where I could not utter a word from my mouth.
I think only mantra accompanies this sadness will safe me from explosion.....But still, I shed tears, like sparkling pearls, one by one.

Friday, October 28, 2011

Self Reflection ~


"Share your great moments with all sentient beings.
Let them have the great moment too;
 it is beautiful.
That is the dedication .
Share your beauty with everyone, then let it go…" --- Kalu Rinpoche

"May you see your beauty and glory in all beings as you continue to shine from within ! " ---- Prayer from F. Jen

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

沙漠上的羚羊:天葬2

她喜歡沙漠的一望無際,更愛那孤獨的,神情渴望的羚羊。像他一樣。
這是一場沙漠的浪漫之旅。他說他在沙漠中,眼裡看的是美麗的日出,
心裡卻都是她的倩影....

他們半躺在沙發上,溫柔欣賞著一張張的幻燈片。
他們說這是一生中最難忘的野外的熱情纏綿了.....
距離西藏的天葬,已有七年半之久...

Photo by W.S.

Dubai, United Arab Emirates.
Photo by W. S.

空中的禿鷹: 天葬1

她的第一直覺是對的。
看到那些干辛萬苦拍回來的照片,還有那篇文字,總覺得好熟悉的地方,好熟悉的情感; 不禁就這樣呆坐在 Notebook 前感動涰泣了起來。不知道是什麼力量讓她一張張點閱著風馬旗,空中盤旋的禿鷹,卻身體顫抖著流淚。 一個半小時之久,哭泣的回溯這一個前世似曾牽掛的情緣。
她內心絞痛著。她深層記憶裡知道,不要去踫它,不要去挑戰一個前世困難的卻未了的心願,她想逃避。 卻無法按奈寫上幾句感言的衝動。那就隱姓埋名吧,她想。郤不小心的無意識的填上了她的email, 將是她人生一大轉折。 她當時天真的未意識到,一個小螺絲的鬆動,將大大影響了一艘遊艇的安穩航行。
她的第一直覺是對的,但是她違抗了直覺。
她讀着來信,他句句真誠的想認識她。一個來自遠方另個世界的他。 另一個世界。一個真實的另一個世界。 她拒絕了用MSN, 後又無法抗拒的妥協;她多次拒絕了通話,後又軟弱的被說服了。 第一次他與她暢談了七小時的國際長途。。。 是她的疏於照顧自己的心。 一顆容易被鼓動的心,容易受傷害的心。 一顆逐漸打開心房卻更容易破碎的心。她沒有好好的呵護她自己的心。
9/18/2011

他,像空中的禿鷹似的,擁有超人的敏銳度,與掠奪性!


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=94xj6Im44Ew&feature=youtube_gdata_player

Monday, October 24, 2011

Lady in Red ~~

at Murray Perahia's Concert

Thursday, October 20, 2011

About Love! 世界上有 " 真愛 " 嗎?

在戀愛當中的測不準定律,激發了倆人相互能量的波動。有的人把顯影當作挑戰,有的人當作終結,有的人當作奬賞,生活的興奮劑。不過無論戀愛是在無限悸動中擴張,或在一次大地震中潰散,總是一個令人害怕的慾想及期待。
當兩條平行線在十一度空間裡相互影響,像戀人,像兩個世界的人在相互猜疑嫉妒背叛崇拜模仿羨慕ˉ...,很近很近的幻覺,郤是很遠很遠相互干擾的牽連。

這就叫作戀愛。

痛過的人才知真心的可貴,更不願全心付出,連續失敗的愛情會誏人越來越無情。所以訓練人堅強最好的藥方是,多多戀愛失敗幾次,就會明白,愛情不過是催眠自己,催眠對方的遊戲。在當下掏心的同時,必須信任,此人可能隨時背叛你,而你自己也一樣。凡人的戀愛,只有心動怨恨激情仰慕鄙棄,整天衡量比較競爭....輪輪迴迴,輾輾轉轉的在痛苦及快樂中輪迴!!
「真愛」只有在宗教的祟高下才存在!!

"真愛" 只在一個狀態下存在: 那就是,當你發現了自己原本的真心,當你的本覺心性與對方的本覺心性交融,同時存在於一個純然光明,無染無垢,無惡無善,更沒有開始結束的安住時,真愛才會存在!

"博士熱愛的算式": 軟弱的我們必須狠狠的在寒冷人生裡愛與忘卻!

在前天的讀書會裡看了一部很棒的日本電影:“博士熱愛的算式”,導讀人藍祖蔚老師說,如果你今年只看一部電影的話,那就選這部吧,因為這是部 “真善美” 的好片。


確實是很棒的電影,一個因車禍腦部受創,造成記憶只能維持 80 分鐘的數學博士,每天見到來服務的管家都像是初次見面,卻和管家、管家的小孩發展出像家人一樣相互照應的溫馨小品電影,由導演小泉堯史改編小川洋子原著小說拍成。看完後對藍老師用的 ”靜好“ 這個詞彙,深有同感,希望這兩天有辦法把更多心得整理成網誌跟朋友分享,也推薦大家有機會的話,去找 DVD 來看看。不過不要期待什麼“高潮迭起”的劇情,安靜的去享受每個鏡頭就好,然後思考一下,什麼是 “記憶”,什麼是 “遺忘”,什麼是 “質數”,什麼是 “友愛”,很有意思,聽說這是難得連原著小說作者都覺得改編的更好的一部電影唷。

藍老師在片後的演說中有提到黃友棣作的一首藝術歌曲:“遺忘”,還說 “高喊遺忘就是因為不能遺忘,真的忘了的人就不必再說要遺忘了“ By Pearl ~~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f9ySf69nBHQSee
周华健-忘忧草!
Blessing Angel :
 我看完覺得"真善美",也許只在沒有持續記憶的當下之中,在電影小說情節裡! 真實生活,想要達到這樣的境界,必須把每一個人當作質數,把世界當做完全數,然後,全然存在於費式公式裡! e ^^ + 1 = 0 。 空,無, 的境界!
軟弱的我們必須狠狠的在寒冷人生裡愛與忘卻!

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

Love the Mosaic ~~~

This place has the most delicious all day Brunch now ~~~

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

Healthy Recipes: for the Halloween

Roasted Pumpkin-Apple Soup  From EatingWell.com

Apples add just a hint of sweetness to this velvety pumpkin soup. Try it as a delightful first course for a special meal or for dinner with grilled sharp Cheddar sandwiches.

Calories 180 per serving
Yields: 12 servings, about 1 cup each
Total Time: 1 hr 10 min

4 pound(s) pie pumpkin or butternut squash, peeled, seeded, and cut into 2-inch chunks (see Tips & Techniques)
4 large sweet-tart apples, such as Empire, Cameo, or Braeburn, unpeeled, cored, and cut into eighths
1/4 cup(s) extra-virgin olive oil
1 1/4 teaspoon(s) salt, divided
1/4 teaspoon(s) freshly ground pepper
1 tablespoon(s) chopped fresh sage
6 cup(s) reduced-sodium chicken broth or vegetable broth
1/3 cup(s) chopped hazelnuts, toasted (see Tips & Techniques)
2 tablespoon(s) hazelnut oil
Directions
1.Preheat oven to 450°F.
2.Toss pumpkin (or squash), apples, olive oil, 1 teaspoon salt, and pepper in a large bowl. Spread evenly on a large rimmed baking sheet. Roast, stirring once, for 30 minutes. Stir in sage and continue roasting until very tender and starting to brown, 15 to 20 minutes more.
3.Transfer about one-third of the pumpkin (or squash) and apples to a blender along with 2 cups broth. Puree until smooth. Transfer to a Dutch oven and repeat for two more batches. Season with the remaining 1/4 teaspoon salt and heat through over medium-low heat, stirring constantly to prevent splattering, for about 6 minutes. Serve each portion topped with hazelnuts and a drizzle of hazelnut oil.

Friday, October 14, 2011

At National Concert Hall in Taipei


The concert in Taipei on 10/9 was exciting, for the big number of performers and an ardent conductor. However, in my opinion, the chorus was not professional enough, where combined 2/3 of non professional choruses members, sounding unfocoused. And the balance amid orchestra , chorus and vocalists could be much better....

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

Mahler Symphony #8 ( Symphony of A Thousand ) Finale with Rattle

In honoring the 100 birthday of the Republic of China, and the 100 anniversary of the death of Gustavo Mahler, NSO gave a grand performance of the Symphony #8 in Taipei on 10/9/2011.

The work was composed in a single inspired burst, at Maiernigg in southern Austria in the summer of 1906. The last of Mahler's works that was premiered in his lifetime, the symphony was a critical and popular success when he conducted its first performance in Munich on 12 September 1910.

The structure of the work is unconventional; instead of the normal framework of several movements, the piece is in two parts. Part I is based on the Latin text of a 9th-century Christian hymn for Pentecost, Veni creator spiritus  ("Come, Creator Spirit"), and Part II is a setting of the words from the closing scene of Goethe's Faust.The two parts are unified by a common idea, that of redemption through the power of love, a unity conveyed through shared musical themes.

Mahler had been convinced from the start of the work's significance; in renouncing the pessimism that had marked much of his music, he offered the Eighth as an expression of confidence in the eternal human spirit.
From Wiki~~

Thursday, October 6, 2011

Follow your heart by Steve Jobs

One of Job's most brilliant speeches:


“Your time is limited, so don’t waste it living someone else’s life. Don’t be trapped by dogma — which is living with the results of other people’s thinking. Don’t let the noise of others’ opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.”
"Stay hungry, stay foolish!"
- Steve Jobs

1. Have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become.
擁有追隨自己內心與直覺的勇氣,你的內心與直覺多少已經知道你真正想要成為什麼樣的人。

2. Stay hungry. Stay foolish.
求知若飢,虛心若愚。

3. Much of what I stumbled into by following my curiosity and intuition turned out to be priceless later on.
追隨我的好奇與直覺,大部分我所投入過的事務,後來看來都成了無比珍貴的經歷。

4. I'm convinced that the only thing that kept me going was that I loved what I did.
我確信我愛我所做的事情,這就是這些年來支持我繼續走下去的唯一理由。

5. If you live each day as if it was your last, someday you'll most certainly be right.
把每一天都當成生命中的最後一天,你就會輕鬆自在。

6. Remembering that I'll be dead soon is the most important tool I've ever encountered to help me make the big choices in life. Because almost everything - all external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment or failure - these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important.
提醒自己快死了,是我在人生中面臨重大決定時,所用過最重要的方法。因為幾乎每件事-所有外界期望、所有的名聲、所有對困窘或失敗的恐懼-在面對死亡時,都消失了,只有最真實重要的東西才會留下.

7. No one wants to die. Even people who want to go to heaven don't want to die to get there.
沒有人想死。即使那些想上天堂的人,也想活著上天堂。

8. Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life.
你們的時間有限,所以不要浪費時間活在別人的生活裡。

9. Death is very likely the single best invention of Life. It is Life's change agent.
死亡很可能就是生命中最偉大的發明,是生命交替的媒介。

10. The only problem with Microsoft is they just have no taste. They have absolutely no taste. And I don't mean that in a small way, I mean that in a big way, in the sense that they don't think of original ideas, and they don't bring much culture into their products.
微軟唯一的問題是完全沒有品味。我不是指在小節上,而是大節上。即是他們沒有自己的創新意念,也沒有把他們自身的文化貫注入自己的產品中.

Let us pray for Steve Jobs: May he purify all his defilements, and attain enlightenment. And so does every one.

Sunday, October 2, 2011

Rubinstein Collection #66 ~ Piano Quintet

Rubinstein Recording 66

Dvorak:  Piano Quintet,  No.2 Op.87 in  E flat Major
Schumann: Piano Qintet , Op. 44 in E flat Major



I could not find Rubinstein's Recording on Youtube!
Our beloved Argerich is always spectacular !

Sunday, September 25, 2011

Wine and Cheese in Bella Vita

I was at a "wine and cheese" class in Bella Vita Cooking Studio today, and discovered a delicious favor :"French Creme Calvados". It tastes so special to spread this apple wine Creme cheese on a piece of French bread or any pastry. :)

今日於Bella Vita 新發現: "蘋果酒乳酪"。好特別的好吃!塗在法國麵包或任何麵包點心上都很棒!!

Other Cheeese:
1. Bel Paese: Meaning Beautiful Country 。Soft White Cheese.
2. Parmigiano : Hard Cheese. King of Cheese. Manufacture only in Mid Italy, Lombardi and Emiia Romagan.
3. St Agur: Blue Cheese. Manufactured in Mid France.

White Wine from Italy: Cortese: in Piedmont
Red Wine from Italy: Barbera : in Piedmont. Alba, Asti, Mnferrato.

King of red in Italy: Barbaresco.
Queen of red in Italy: Gaya

From www. Envitaly.picket.net/blog

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Catching the last flame of Summer ~~

"轉山轉水轉佛塔,只為了,在途中與你相見!"

“蕭瑟秋風今又是,換了人間” ~~~
洪波湧起驚夢中,大江東去。
月滿倚欄將進酒,豈在人樓~~

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

Fly~~

If I can fly,
I would discover my own sky,
I would find my roses and Proses,
I would struggle through all the barriers,
I would fly as low as the surface of the sea,
As high as the cloud.

Not in the cage like this.
A small playground with old tricks,
With same nutrient to feed ...
With non loving caretaker,
With no identity at all!

Although cage is the secure certainty,
Pretending to be my heaven...
Only if I do not have the ability to recognize the sky....
However, .....

From Parokee dairy

Monday, September 12, 2011

A night with Hagen String Qurtett on Moon Festival

String Quartet no.16 in F major op. 135 by Beethoven
Some notes on the composition :

1st movement: Lots of Repetition with tension. Tension.
2nd movement: Solomn without much hope in the beginning, but follows with several 7th chords with surprises, ends with tranquility.
3rd movement: Contrasting 3 chords repetition for introduction. Counter point continues, Fugue. Sounding characteristics with 2 bars of repeated notes on the accompaniment playing with the melody line.
4th movement: Ending with some recapitulations of the 1 st movement's motif, With Tension released. Personally I feel it is a weak ending....

Performance by Hagen Quartett.

In comparison with the String Quartet in D minor, " Death and the Maiden", D 810 in the same CD, musicians seem to love this piece much more, performed with extreme moving and Dramatic passion.
I love the dotted main motif in 1 st movement, chromatic ascending makes it very Grand...
2nd movement: Sorrow in the beginning, theme and variation form , change to pure romantic...playful..Majestic ...peace.
3rd movement, ABA . Scherzo
4th movement, introduces with unison theme brings out the inviting leadership atmosphere.
Again, dotted theme with 16th notes accompaniments which imitates the horse running
Lots of unison makes a strong ending.

He wrote his piece when he realized that his health is in danger. As he wrote to his friend : "Think of a man whose health can never be restored, and who from sheer despair makes matters worse instead of better. Think, I say, of a man whose brightest hopes have come to nothing, to whom love and friendship are but torture, and whose enthusiasm for the beautiful is fast vanishing; and ask yourself if such a man is not truly unhappy."

Thursday, September 8, 2011

"One Day" : Conversation on the film

If we can live and cherish for the moment, we will not have regrets ! ~~ The film "One Day" touched my heart, although I did not have tears in my eyes, ... almost.

Director: Lone Scherfig. 2011
Writers: David Nicholls
Stars:Anne Hathaway, Jim Sturgess and Patricia Clarkson

Pearl:  So, you did see the movie. I don't really think there is much regret in terms of "love" in this movie. After all, they did have each other after a long exploration. But, who cares? The long exploration is also THE process to enjoy while fairy tale "love-at-the-first-sight" normally won't last.

However, the regret is more about the eternal departure that came so suddenly though inevitable. If only people would realize change could come any moment, they will cherish any moment like never before. And, the scene where father and son sat together talking about the 9pm TV movie did make me cry. Rationally, I know losing someone you love and love you is better than never loved or being loved, I can't help feeling sad for the loss.

Blessing Angel:  When she was unanticipated struck off by the truck, I, at the very moment, felt the impertinence trumpeted in the air penetrating my senses; when he was severely wounded laying on the stairway, I, in the bottom of my heart, felt his hopeless fear and sorrow. As I recall, those are the moments I almost shedding my tear, with empathy. Yes, I agree with you in terms of no regrets on this love story. Since they were together after all and he had made her happy during the time. However, he became so emotionally dependent on her, which crippled his ability to grow and to live his life with hope. I think the foremost touching elements are one's realization of impertinance and their confrontation of the dificulties in life itselfe.
 
Pearl, I like the results of the story, because in the end, he became a real man who can take responsibilitise and appreciate his love, his mother, his father, and his daughter, those who had been disappointed in him before.

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

C'est la Vie : Lady Singing her Lullaby...

Listen To The Winds Soft Cry
Of A Lady Singing Her Lullaby
Whispers Of The Night So Long
Wishing For That Famous Love Song

You Are My Light
When Darkness Falls
You Are My Sight
In My Darkened Halls

Hear The Joy Of An Angel's Glee
When The People Around Her Now See
With Eyes So Clear And Pure
All Now Really Can Be Sure
Whispers Of the Night...

Thursday, September 1, 2011

Wednesday, August 31, 2011

Picasso Exhibition 1: Transformation



Blessing Angel:
"它是一種處理形式的藝術,它把真實加以移位,轉化。真實不再存於物體中,而在繪畫裡。"---畢卡索,談立體主義。
下午於歷史博物館參觀,如夢似幻,時空如物換星移般,融入他畫中的情慾與天真的交錯。一位兒時作畫栩栩如真,到成熟後,在乎內心的意象,感官,投射,把他所看到的感受到的一切,在畫布及雕塑上呈現。

Mau: 從追求栩栩如真到意象投射,是畫家的心靈革命。畢卡索的畫我也是好多年之後才「漸漸接受」。
Pearl: 所以蔣勳老師說他是拒絕原地踏步的人,真是很棒!
Mau: 有一陣子我很喜歡「讀畫」,其實到現在也還是喜歡,只是沒那麼頻繁。去揣摩畫面上的一筆一畫是如何畫上去的,還有構圖,以及畫家的心境。常常會有一些體悟。
不過我都是看水墨畫就是了。

Angel: Pearl, 蔣勳老師說的極貼切。原地踏步的精神藝術生活,有如未曾來過世間一般!:)
Angel: 一個除了乍看下震憾,心動外,令人一再細細品味的作品,更有其深度及寓意。我們看到的是畫家心中眼中的意象,如同Picasso 筆下的女人,都在不同的狀態下展現,也許是迷惘,嘶吼,澎湃,深情,羞澀,...但不再只是美美的一尊雕像。她活生生的正在與畫家對話 。「讀畫」也許須要進入畫家的世界,水墨,學長你懂得多,那禪意更深。在畫鯉魚時,那就不是畫家與魚對畫,而是畫家透過魚兒的和諧衝突的結構,來表現他的意指。

What do you think an artist is? ...he is a political being, constantly aware of the heart breaking, passionate, or delightful things that happen in the world, shaping himself completely in their image. Painting is not done to decorate apartments. It is an instrument of war."
— Pablo Picasso

Saturday, August 27, 2011

I Ching introduction: 澤山咸

咸:表感動也。主吉象。感,有如青春男女,清純無暇的感情,心心相印有感而發的情感,得此卦,與感情有非常大的關係。也可引伸為對一種理念的認同和欣賞。咸,並無利慾的情色糾葛,是屬於比較「感性的」一種感覺。對男女之間的感情,是最大的吉象。
特性:羅曼蒂克型,異性緣佳,感情豐富,六親緣濃,口才佳,貴人多助。
解釋:合和。
運勢:吉祥如意。但勿為不正當的感情而意亂迷惑,或過於衝動。然得此卦時,會有男貪女愛之箏,非名正者必遭損,宜慎之。
愛情:互敬互愛,清清白白者定成眷偶。


咸:亨,利貞,取女吉。

彖曰:咸,感也。柔上而剛下,二氣感應以相與,止而說,男下女,是以
      亨利貞,取女吉也。天地感而萬物化生,聖人感人心而天下和平﹔
      觀其所感,而天地萬物之情可見矣!

象曰:山上有澤,咸﹔君子以虛受人。
     
  初六:咸其拇。
  象曰:咸其拇,志在外也。

  六二:咸其腓,凶,居吉。
  象曰:雖凶,居吉,順不害也。

  九三:咸其股,執其隨,往吝。
  象曰:咸其股,亦不處也。 志在隨人,所執下也。

  九四:貞吉悔亡,憧憧往來,朋從爾思。
  象曰:貞吉悔亡,未感害也。 憧憧往來,未光大也。

  九五:咸其脢,無悔。
  象曰:咸其脢,志末也。

  上六:咸其輔,頰,舌。
  象曰:咸其輔,頰,舌,滕脢說也。



   
 

Sunday, August 21, 2011

I Ching Introduction : 巽掛

巽掛57th :風為巽
巽:小亨,利攸往,利見大人。

彖曰:重巽以申命,剛巽乎中正而志行。柔皆順乎剛,是以小亨,利有攸
      往,利見大人。

象曰:隨風,巽﹔君子以申命行事。
  初六:進退,利武人之貞。
  象曰:進退,志疑也。 利武人之貞,志治也。
 九二:巽在床下,用史巫紛若,吉無咎。
  象曰:紛若之吉,得中也。
  九三:頻巽,吝。
  象曰:頻巽之吝,志窮也。
  六四:悔亡,田獲三品。
  象曰:田獲三品,有功也。

  九五:貞吉悔亡,無不利。 無初有終,先庚三日,后庚三日,吉。
  象曰:九五之吉,位正中也。

  上九:巽在床下,喪其資斧,貞凶。
  象曰:巽在床下,上窮也。 喪其資斧,正乎凶也。

謙虛以對,必有小亨通。但也不要猶豫不絕,優柔寡斷。

運勢:此卦象徵多波折,游離不定之運也。此時要處理不驚,堅定意志,物事果斷而隨機應變,不必一味跟從順行。待人接物宜心平氣和,則可得意外之收穫。切記狂風之下必有所損。
愛情:要冷靜。風若和,日必麗。風若凝聚,可知暴風雨將至,大事不可不慎時好時壞,把戲真不少,均輕飄不實也。

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

金色筆記

祈請「綠度母」~嗡,達列,都達列,都列,唆哈。~
綠度母是觀世菩薩眼淚的化身,為護法空行母,二十一度母的總持。。

Blessing Angel: 把每一天當作一個作品生活!
Mau: 每天都是一塊全新的畫布,任你揮撒。不要怕..
Blessing Angel: ‎不要怕~ 就包括很多很多。。。~ 不怕畫壞了,不怕畫出真心,而得罪人,不怕冒險.....。還有?
Johnson: 我覺得...當妳面對任何挑戰跟人生變化...都能泰然處之時.....就真得甚麼都不怕了...
Mau: 還有不要猶豫,不要迷失在細節裡,果決的去做心中想做的事,頂多事後仔細收拾便是^^

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

Tuesday, August 9, 2011

Luncheon at Shinduli Restaurant 新都里



Am I findng anything surprising at the Japanese Garden ?



Love those Bamboo  Trees  ~~
 

I found music, parfume, golden fish, love and bits and bits of myself ....

Meditation session: Find yourself in all encounters....

請不斷地禪修,直到你能在一粒塵沙和最遙遠遼闊的銀河中看見自己

某一天,如果你需要一個禪修的主題,請選擇一個你關心的、非常感​興趣的主題,這樣才能夠吸引你的注意力。那可以是太陽、一隻毛蟲、一滴露珠、時間或你出生前的面目。無論這​些現象是具體的或抽像的、物質的、生理的、心理的或形而上學的,​都可以成為你的禪觀對象。

在你選定一個主題後,將它深植在靈魂的深處。雞蛋需要母雞的孵育​才能成為小雞,同理,你所種下的主題也必須得到灌溉。你的「自我​」,或是你最喜愛或最痛恨的那個人的「自我」,都能夠成為修練的​對象。

只要它深深植入你的生命底層,任何對象都能帶來覺醒:但是它若只​是某種訴諸理性思惟的產物,就不太可能產生什麼結果。

你曾禪觀過「我是誰?」這個主題嗎?

在你出生之前你是誰?

在你尚未有任何肉體存在的跡象時,你到底存在或不存在?

你是如何從無中生有的?

如果在我的受胎之日,父母因為另有要事而無法會面,那麼我現在會​是誰?

如果那天我母親的卵子不是被父親的那枚精子所泅入,而是由其他精​子泅入的話,那麼我現在又是誰?

我會成為自己的哥哥或姊姊嗎?

如果那天我的母親並未和父親結婚,或是父親迎娶的是另一個女人,​那麼我今天又是何種面貌?

在你體內每個健康的細胞都掌控著各自的活動,這是否就表示每個細​胞都有自我?

在生物學的分類系統中,「屬」是由較小單位的「種」組成的1,那​麼是否每個「種」都代表一個「自我」?

如果你用最大的信心和智力來問這些問題,並且將它們深植於靈魂深​處,並與你的整個存在融為一體,將來的某一天你就會有意想不到的​發現。

你是否曾經直視愛人的雙眼,然後深摯地問道:「我的愛,你是誰?​」

不論你們當中是誰回答這個問題,都不會對一般性的回應滿意。

「我的愛,你是誰?竟能夠來到我的生命中,與我同甘共苦,視我的​生死如同自己的生死?你是誰?為何你的「自我」已成為我的「自我​」?我的愛,為何你不是一滴露珠、一隻蝴蝶、一隻鳥或一棵松樹?​」

千萬別被這些詩情畫意的景象所迷惑。你必須用整個身心、整個生命​來追問並回答這些問題。

有一天,你甚至不得不以同樣的方式來詢問你最痛恨的人:「你到底​是誰?竟帶給我生命如此巨大的痛苦,讓我感受到這麼多的憤怒與憎​恨?你是這因果循環鎖煉中的一部分嗎?是在這人生路上冶煉我的烈​火嗎?」

換句話說,「你就是我自己嗎?」你不得不變成那個人。你必須與他​(她)合而為一,憂其所憂,苦其所苦,樂其所樂。那個人與你不可​能劃分為「二」,你的「自我」跟他的自我不可分離。你就是那個人​,如同你是你所愛的人,如同你是你自己。

請不斷地禪觀下去,直到你在最殘酷不仁的政治領袖身上、在受到最​恐怖刑求的犯人身上、在最富有的人身上、在飢餓瘦弱得不成人形的​孩童身上看到自己。

請不斷地禪觀,直到你在公車上、在地鐵裡、在集中營裡、在田裡勞​動的人群身上發現自己的存在:直到你在一片樹葉、一隻毛蟲、一滴​露珠和一道陽光中領悟自身的存在。

請不斷地禪觀,直到你能在一粒微塵中和最遙遠遼闊的銀河中看見自​己。

~ 一行禪師

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

金色筆記: Walking Meditation ~

If I can walk on the top of water,
as light as feather,
If wind can blow through my spine,
as tender as color laser,
If I can penetrate the cloud and the woods,
as they belong parts of mine,
If I can look into your eyes,
as your whisper flowing into my mind,

Nothing shall segregate one another;

To Holiness, My Prayer.
 ---- By Blessing Angel

Monday, August 1, 2011

金色筆記

時間不過是,一個接著一個夢境,把這些片段破碎的不完整的夢接連​一起,我們前後排列他,似乎他們有著不可抹滅的因果關係,似乎在​重複重疊的組合裡,我們並排時間的板塊。為什麼他們一定得是線性​的?如同Inception中,我在一層層的記憶裡找不到出口,​徘徊著。時而焦慮時而放慫,時而駐足時而超越。

Saturday, July 30, 2011

「遣悲懷」的如夢幻泡影: 1

他本人妙語如珠,口才論述能力極佳,但靦腆謙虛。對妻子孩子更是掛念關愛。若不是讀到最後一頁,實在很不容易把他與小說人物連結!

駱以軍,堪稱當代華人作家的頂尖精英,他的魔幻技法在「百年孤寂」裡探索多年,也在張大春的課堂影響下發展,進而加入了抒情詩,"深入他人內心" 的小說技法,與對人們的觀察自省,漸漸走出自己獨特的風格。他在書中赤裸裸的挖掘出自己內心自少年時期的恐懼,被遺棄的恐懼,不被接納的恐懼,有時以猥瑣肉慾形式的喃喃自語,有時發出歇斯底理的悲傷,有時借助對逝去的友人們的疑惑,給予了魔幻似的時空交錯的長篇幅的自省。

他的文字華麗綿密,精緻而粗魯,時常把你帶入一個電影的場景裡,聞到那裡的氣味,觸摸到她滑嫰的肌膚,踩到泥濘的沙土,進而深入角色的心裡,色情的幻想及超現實卻最寫實的內心世界。一切在虛虛幻幻中與過去的現在的人對話。讀他的文字,如同心靈的三溫暖,戲劇化的洗滌污濁再洗鍊。有如作一場又一場的夢。

在「遣悲懷」裏,死亡不是不可談論的禁忌,或只是如朱天心筆下的敘述與死同共的悲愁,死亡不是令人聞之色變的結束,他的眼裡,死亡給予生者生命的意義。一個令人省思的開始。

人們時常活的虛偽...
To be continued .

Sunday, July 24, 2011

Summer Glance: Lady in Red

有誰能在紅色的衣裳底下,清楚明瞭內在的源頭?
也許我們都是因為這些外在而迷惑了真實的自己!
 有誰說人身是不淨的? 原因只不過是你眼裡的不潔。
是否一個眼神而誘發的慾念,是人類的原罪之一?
只不過你心中有善與惡,
愛與恨,合與離,的分別心。
親愛的,欲界的幻象如海市蜃樓,
虛空中因你的意念而現起一波波的美麗世界!

滿心的感謝~ 止乎於禮~


Dear Friends, the most important thing in the world is to love and to be compassionate toward yourself, to your loved one, and to the universe .....

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

大吉祥天女

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uhU68wdSNns&feature=youtube_gdata_player


歌曲:大吉祥天女咒 
歌手:齊豫 
專輯:因此更美麗(齊豫唱經給你聽之一:順心)
發行:科藝百代;2004 
圖片:曾浩油畫作品 
南無佛陀耶 南無達摩耶 南無僧伽耶 
南無室利 摩訶提鼻耶 怛你也他:唵 
波利富流那遮利 
三曼陀 達舍尼羅佉 摩訶毗羅伽帝 
三曼陀 毗陀尼那伽帝 
摩訶迦梨 波帝波婆邇 
薩婆哆訶 三曼陀 修缽梨富隸 
阿夜那 達摩帝 摩訶毗鼓畢帝 
摩訶彌勒 簸僧祇帝 
醯帝 蓰三博祇悕帝 
三曼陀 阿他 阿耨婆羅尼 薩婆訶 
大吉祥天女咒是《早晚課誦集》中十小咒之一。此咒出自於北涼三藏法師曇無讖譯出的《金光明經》中之「功德天品第八」,是善天女所宣說的咒語。善天女又稱功德天或大吉祥天女,念誦此咒語,可以使修行者克服經濟上的困難,並能早成正果。

【『大吉祥天女咒』內容淺釋及梵文音譯】
01. 南無佛陀耶(namo buddhaya):「皈依佛」
02. 南無達摩耶(namo dharmaya):「皈依法」
03. 南無僧伽耶(namo samghaya):「皈依僧」
04. 南無(namo):「禮敬」
05. 室利(sri):「吉祥」
06. 摩訶(maha):「大」
07. 提鼻耶(deviya):「天女」
08. 怛你也他(tadyatha):「即說咒曰」
咒語裡這個關鍵字前的部份是歸敬呼請文,之後才是咒語的主要內容(即心咒的部份)
09. 唵(om):咒語起始語,「極讚」之意
10. 波利富流那(pari-purana):「圓滿」
11. 遮利(care):「行」
12. 三曼陀(samanta):「普遍」
13. 達舍尼羅佉(darsanerakha):「照見」
14. 摩訶(maha):「大」
15. 毗羅伽帝(vihara-gate):「寺院」
16. 三曼陀(samanta):「普遍」
17. 毗陀尼那伽帝(vidhanagate):「教誡」
18. 摩訶 迦梨(maha karya):「大事業」
19. 波帝波婆邇(pratisthapane):「安住」
20. 薩婆哆訶(sarvartha):「一切事」
21. 三曼陀(samanta):「普遍」
22. 修缽梨富隸(suparipurune):「極善圓滿」
23. 阿夜那(ayana):「接近」
24. 達摩帝(dharmate):「法性」
25. 摩訶 毗鼓畢帝(maha vikurvite):「大神通」
26. 摩訶 彌勒(maha-maitri):「大慈」
27. 簸僧祇帝(upa-samhite):「饒益」
28. 醯帝(hite):「利益」
29. 蓰三博祇悕帝(su-sam-grhite):「支配」
30. 三曼陀(samanta):「普遍」
31. 阿他(artha):「事業」
32. 阿耨婆羅尼(anupalane):「護持」
33. 薩婆訶(svaha):咒語結尾語,「成就」之意


【參考書目 Bibliography】
簡豐棋著。《古梵文佛教咒語全集》。台北市:佛陀教育基金會,2006。

Monday, July 18, 2011

Justice 1 : Reader's Review

Sandel's discussion, based on a popular course he teaches at Harvard, mixes a pretty good dose of 'history of political philosophy' with an interesting selection of hypothetical and real life 'cases', meant to stimulate thinking and understanding of the difficulties one faces when one's mission is to distribute 'justice'.

Is affirmative action justified as a criterion for college admission? Are the handicapped entitled to jobs their handicaps prevent them from performing well? Are abortions 'murder' or an expression of free choice? Should the State get out of the 'marriage' business altogether? Is it okay to kill and eat a sick boy about to die anyway if that would save the lives of three men? These are some of the dilemmas Sandel presents his students. And, for context - or is this the true purpose of the course? - he presents a summary of what he considers to be some of the more prominent thinking on the matters of morality and justice: the Utilitarians, Kant, Aristotle, John Rawls.

The journey ends with an attempt to answer the initial question: what is Justice for? And, now, that we better understand the main arguments and their proponents and we saw how they applied in 'real life', Sandel is ready to reveal his preference. He rejects Justice as a means to maximize the collective welfare because there's no way to accurately measure happiness and because not everything that gives us pleasure is worth pursuing or even 'good'. He dismisses the libertarian view of Justice as defender of our freedoms and individual rights because we are a society, not isolated individuals and because there are moral standards that are imposed by society on us. He supports a Justice that promotes a community where Virtue is celebrated, where civilized debate is possible, where good people and good deeds are recognized, and honor rewarded. Who wouldn't?

I found the history part of the course to be the most interesting. The author's deep understanding of the philosophers and thinkers he covers gives him the ability to present them to the students in a manner that's succinct and interesting without missing the essence. His presentation of Kant and Aristotle are among the best 'introductions' I've heard or read anywhere. While I respect the author's choice of what to cover and what not to, I feel that there were too many missing views if this was meant to be a brief history of moral thinking and political philosophy. There was nothing on the revolutionary, especially Marxist notions of class struggle and the class nature of morality. Nothing or very little on Religion and its views on morality and its role in enforcing it and dispensing Justice. Nothing on anything or anyone outside of what we usually call 'the Western world'. Were/are there any moral thinkers or political philosophers in China? India? I can think of a few. Nothing on nationalism, feminism or ethnocentrism and the way they view Justice.

The cases presented were by and large interesting even though, most of them being recent 'real-life' issues decided and settled by the courts or legislatures, the outcome was not a surprise and some of the arguments should be familiar. Almost with no exception, Sandel appears to be supporting the establishment's view, agreeing with the way all settled cases were settled and disagreeing with those who opposed the settlement and staying neutral and presenting 'both sides' on some issues not yet settled - abortion, same-sex marriage, stem cell research.

The course ends with the author's expressing a preference for a view of Justice as promoter and perhaps enforcer of the good, virtuous and communal life where the rich are happily sharing their bounty with the less fortunate who, far from resenting them, stay engaged in a civil, open and never-violent debate and dialogue on the good life and how to make it even better. If it sounds as an over-simplification it's probably because it is. We receive very few hints on how we can move from our current litigious, ethnocentric, highly income-polarized, over-materialistic, voluntarily segregated society to the ideal Polis that Plato, Aristotle and, with some adjustments, Sandel dream of.


by A. Dent "Aragorn"

Saturday, July 16, 2011

活在當下的每一刻中!!

許禮安醫師~~
"倘若你將在三個月內離開人間,你會不會繼續做你現在​做的事? " 你生命中重要的順序是不是會改變?" 

生死習題 1 :


生死習題:人生最後的必修課

作者:羅尼.史密斯

原文作者:Rodney Smith

譯者:鄭清榮

出版社:法鼓

出版日期:2009年11月01日
作者簡介
羅尼.史密斯 Rodney Smith

羅尼.史密斯曾在緬甸追隨馬哈希尊者(Mahasi Sayadaw)剃度出家,之後前往泰國的「解脫自在園」(Wat Suan Mok)追隨佛使比丘(Ajahn Buddhadasa)修行了三年。1983年還俗之後,成為安寧病房的專職工作人員,並於全美國指導內觀禪修。過去十六年來,羅尼全心投入安寧療護領域中各種不同的工作。目前,他是全職的禪修老師,舉辦禪修課程、禪修營,並提供心靈諮商。他是麻州巴瑞市(Barre)「內觀禪修社」 (Meditation Society)的資深指導老師,亦是西雅圖「內觀禪修社」的創辦人之一與指導老師。

序摘:"  死去的感覺是什麼? 面臨死亡時,你的心會發生什麼事? 死去的那個人又是誰? 死亡是一道通網愛與彼此相依連的門戶,死亡將我們的心胸打開,讓心流露出慈悲。 那麼,你的本性是什麼? 不會死的是什麼?" 

當我們身體敗壞死去後,是否還有麼東西是不死的?事實上,我們不需要透過身體的五官,我們就應該擁有能力感受到身邊發生的一切,甚至宇宙的一切;這是不需要依賴一個器具,也就是用身體來感知的。現代科技的radiation 技術都可以證明這個觀念的正確性。不過,也就是因為,我們蒙蔽了這個與生俱來的能力,死亡這個必然來到的現象,令我們不知所措。

導論: " 認知到死亡議題,與<讓死亡深入心中> ,這兩者之間有很大的距離! 不過,我們沒有必要等到生病了才想到要去獲取瀕死的資訊。Joseph Campbell 曾經說,真正的追求不是為了生命的意義,而是真正<活著>的體驗。許多末期病患在頻死期間便成了一個真正<活著>的人!

chapter 1:
@對神秘世界的驚喜:
或許直接體驗神秘,在打破我們對現實的既定觀點方面,是必要的過程。(p36)
他的眼睛看著我,將我拉到我的生命邊緣,他的眼神沒有止境,當下無人,有無限的空間.

他們能夠在這個世界與另個空間時間遊走。時常他們說看到已過世的人,實際上那並不是他們的幻覺,而是他們見到我們見不到的世界 !

@直覺心:
我們的心警覺地看著,傾聽著,我們專心一致,處處留意,不是用既定的方式思考,也沒有塞滿各種定義或日常待辦的事項。我們的心徹底開放,頭腦也部會充斥著各式各樣的思想,這就是直覺心的領域。(P38)

當我們以直覺行動時,就成為神秘世界的一部份!
真的是我們的心在說話?還是我們的頭腦在告訴我們: 這是我們的心在說話? 這兩者是不同的! 我們必須弄清楚! (p39)

當你試著仔細去了解發生什麼事情時,變化失去能禦之病人將在 何時死亡的能力。你若一直想解開直覺密碼的企圖心,這將干擾了自己的預知能力!

真正的欣賞是在當下這一刻,欣賞是物當下的樣貌! 當我們頻臨死亡時,輝發現很難去乎是當下的美好事物! (P41)
每天靜坐十分鐘,單純地傾聽大自然的聲音!!!! (P45)

***** 我們的心若想解脫,就要與冒險同行,踏出沒有保証的一步!!

Monday, June 27, 2011

"Hasards ou coïncidences "

The Movie: "Hasards ou coïncidences " : 1998
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0120588/

Mindancer:
揪心肝 ~~ Absolutely !
一齣很癡情又不專情的藝術好片....總覺得不是偶然也不是巧合,而是在每一個當下的際遇與決定,讓劇中的人物失落,絕望,重生,興奮...不斷的重演著.
"hazards ou coincidences " in English


hazards or coincidences, 危害或是巧合。比較接近。片中的主角在真實與虛幻,死亡與再生間經歷著不幸,妳說,這是一種有價值的危害?還是幸運的巧合?
 
Pearl : hazards or coincidences! That makes more sense 因為可以扣上那句名言:愈大的不幸愈值得去經歷,就算是危險和不幸,但還是要去經歷,像是巧合似的,其實卻是無可迴避的選擇,因為世人總是把一切當成真的,就算只是去錄影(you see, just a vision or illusion actually) 都要執著地去完成,可只有死亡是真的讓那些死去的人不會再出現在我們的這輩子裡,卻被說是最大的謊言,一切都是真真假假,假假真真,...像那位教授的舞台劇一樣,人活著就是這樣在心中有點明白的狀態下去執著一些假的東西,就像那個畫家說的,買到傑出的假畫比買到平庸的真畫還值得高興,只要你是真的enjoy the painting instead of the price tag or resale value. 不明白的話,太苦;太明白的話,則又太無趣,另外我很喜歡裡面那個黑人的角色,上帝活在愛人的眼睛裡面!還有,裡面的舞蹈太棒了,女主角太美了,如果她不是那麼美,那劇情很大一部份可能會不成立
 
Mindancer: Pearl  說的真好!有些人生活的會很有活力很悅樂都是因為他們活在真實與幻像之間。我們相信幻像,就如同我們相信這個由別人或是自己所創造的謊言。而我們執著着這種illusion, 如同愛情會永恆的信念。當她得知情人與兒子落水時,死亡把她暫時拉回真實,帶回悲傷與痛苦,卻也把她帶入另一個夢的追尋。第一段感情是在舞台演戲時盟生的火花;卻也在另個舞台結束;第二段的皮耶是位懂得在真假幸與不幸中生活的快樂人,女主角融入其中,但被死神巧妙的終止,女主角完全失去自我存在的價值;第三個似乎開始的愛情,是因他真正的懂她的執著,了解她的悲傷,不論這些執著有何意義。中間穿插的黑人畫家,是個相信自己相信愛也勇於冒險的藝術家,是他讓她在重創之後重心愛自己。不幸是不是值得經驗的?我想不幸是相對的,勇敢的熱情的去愛人去做一件美麗的事,若真有危險,那也值得!
 
Pearl: 說得好!我最高興的是看到她回家看她爸爸,很怕她就跟著那個燃燒的渡假小屋而香消玉殞了,她畢竟還是找到繼續活下去的勇氣,那是每個人都該努力去做到的 no matter what!

Monday, June 13, 2011

Eric Whitacre: A virtual choir 2,000 voices strong | Video on TED.com

1. Speech : Eric Whitacre: A virtual choir 2,000 voices strong Video on TED.com

2. "Lux Aurumque "  ( Light and Gold ) by Whitacre : http://youtu.be/D7o7BrlbaDs

3. " Sleep" by Whitacre: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6WhWDCw3Mng&hd=1


From the moment the 2000 people Viutual choir sang together, the entire world was connected with only vibrations, without any physical presentation. This is an evolutionary era of universal networking in the manifestation through music, an oldest, and the most authentic communication method in human civilization.

Impressive!

Now, we are truly one.

US West Coast 5 : Yosemite National Park


Snow ~~~ up in the mountains ~~




Lobby at Ahwahnee Hotel


Saturday, June 4, 2011

US West Coast 4 : Yosemite National Park



Very Classy Windows~~
 
Staying at The Ahwahnee Hotel

This Hotel was built on the tip of  a valley looking out to the Glacier Point .


At the Tunnel Point View Looking at the Bridalveil Fall


Tuesday, May 31, 2011

US West Coast 3 : Napa Valley

Hotel Yountville is such a relaxing Spa Resort in Napa. In addition to its spacy and delicate accommodations, their services were the most friendly and excellent indeed.


US West Coast 2 : Carmel ii

Looking out from a Golf Course in Pebble Beach ~~


I did bring Swimming Suit, but it was way too cold on the beach ! :)


I love the Osobuco Ravioli served in this "Petite Napoleon Restaurant ", where Frank Sinatra had a memorable banquet in 1950's.


US West Coast 1 : Carmel

South of Carmel, near Big Sir


At the Rocky View Restaurant, South of Carmel, CA. Wonderful Views but terrible food !  


While coming from New York and Taipei,
Clock slows down, seems not ticking any more,
   by the sea of Carmel.
Every breath lingers each dash fragrance of salt;
Each wave  caresses those intolerable branches;
Unwillingly subdue,
   by the power  of  Nature. -----    May, 2011

 
  

Saturday, May 14, 2011

Mahler 1: Symphony #3

http://www.musicweb-international.com/Mahler/Mahler3.htm

Monday, May 9, 2011

金色筆記

Years wrinkle the skin, but to give up enthusiasm wrinkles the soul.--- Douglus MacAuthor

‎''Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma — which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of others' opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.''--- Steve Jobs


Sadly I admit that sometimes, I feel like 100 years old....
Scary as I realized it.
But I am fortounate enough to have an opportunity to touch my inner most soul in my meditation session . I have touched the truth of emptiness, the core concept of impermanence and the truth of ever lasting consciousness. I realize that of course I am feeling 100 years old, because I have been living in the universe for thousand years already....

Nevertheless, everybody has !

As a result, How to differenciate real young and real old?
Having faith vs. Being Skeptical, embracing new concepts vs. Clinging Outdated traditions, feeling innovatively optimistic vs. Sensing hopeless Depression, to love one another vs. To emancipate from the society.

However, the difference between being reckless and courageous is the question.

Two roads diverged in a wood, and I took the one less traveled by, and that has made all the difference. --- Robert Lee Frost

Saturday, April 23, 2011

Thich Nhat Hanh's Teaching in Taiwan

一行禪師在台之演講 ~~
Thich Nhat Hanh's Teaching in Taiwan

04/21/2011: http://www.blip.tv/file/5049505
04/19/2011: http://pvom.org/

Thursday, April 14, 2011

Thursday, April 7, 2011

Spring Smile ~~ 相思....


相恨不如潮有信, 相思始覺海非深.....