少年維特的煩惱

我的整顆心都在你身上
我的每一個呼吸
都為你....

天籟難尋，知音稀少。。。。。。

---Goethe 

Night of the Full Moon

To live without love is not really live;
To love without share is not really love!

What is the best poetry to a serene nocturne ? 

Night of the Full Moon 

(From the West-Eastern Divan)

Lady, say, what do you whisper?

What so softly moves your lips?

To yourself you’re murmuring,

Sweeter than the wine in sips!

Would you think to those twin sisters

To summon up another twin?

          ‘I would kiss! Would kiss! I say.’

Look! In the uncertain eve

Every branch is glowing, flowering,

Star is shining down on star:

And a thousand gems are glowing

Emerald throughout the leaves:

Yet your spirit travels far.

          ‘I would kiss! Would kiss! I say.’

Your beloved, feels likewise

The bittersweet, far distant now,

Filled with a sad happiness.

You both swore a sacred vow,

To greet each other at the rise

Of the full moon, which it is.

          ‘I would kiss! Would kiss! I say.’

----Johan Wolgang von Goethe

I need to escape !!!

I need to escape !!! 

Pina ( 2011 IMDb rated 7.6 )

Director: Wim Wenders Writer: Wim Wenders (screenplay)


Pina Bausch Brought out our sadness, joy, beauty, fear , pain and loneliness, which seem so alive in the 3 D movie theater. 
I like this documentary very much !!

Philippina "Pina" Bausch^[1] (27 July 1940 – 30 June 2009) was a German performer of modern dance, choreographer and ballet director. With her unique style, a blend of movements, sounds and prominent stage sets, and with her elaborate cooperation with performers during the composition of a piece (a style now known as Tanztheater), she became a leading influence since the 1970s in the world of modern dance.^[2]

The film presents extracts from some of the most noted dance pieces by Pina Bausch in the Tanztheater ("dance theater") style of which Bausch was a leading exponent. The extracts are from four pieces: Le sacre du printemps (The Rite of Spring), Café Müller, Kontakthof, and Vollmond. These are complemented with interviews and further dance choreographies, which were shot in and around Wuppertal, Germany; the film includes scenes showing the Wuppertal Schwebebahn, an elevated railway, and some dances sequences take place inside its carriages.

In the first piece, Le sacre du printemps, (Frühlingsopfer, The Rite of Spring (1975)), the dancers of the Tanztheater Wuppertal, separated into male and female groups, move about a stage covered by a thick layer of peat.

The following section, Café Müller (1978), portrays a café Pina often visited when she was a child.^{[citation needed]} 

The next piece, Kontakthof, (Kontakt "contact" + Hof "court, courtyard", hence "contact court, courtyard of contact") was performed multiple times for Wenders' cameras, with groups of different generations: teenagers, middle-aged dancers, and dancers over 65 (Bausch had choreographed these three variants, as Kontakthof – Mit Teenagern ab 14 (2008), Kontakthof (1978), and Kontakthof – Mit Damen und Herren ab 65 (2000)). The film edits these performances into one, cutting between different performers to highlight their different abilities.

In the final piece, Vollmond, (2006) (Vollmond, "full moon") the stage is flooded. The scenery consists of one large rock and some chairs. At the end of the film, the actors face the audience on a small path with a brown coal mining region in the background to an open end.

Barbie Look Angel

於上台表演前。。。。
一張不太一樣的Angel ...

Before my performance ....

A different Look for Angel ....

Before my Performance 

Different Phrase makes a difference !

當你心中的世界是美麗的，
世界將美麗的對待你...
你是置身天堂還是地獄，
都在一線之間。。。

這兩天超級感性，
看完短片，淚已兩行....

A Birthday Prayer ...

親愛的
我們是活在夢幻世界的孩子
一個是白雪公主逃避著自己
有著一棵善良溫馴的心
但懷著艾莉絲夢遊仙境的雀躍
一個是白馬王子坐擁國度
有著一棵寬廣獨佔的心
但脆弱如他親手雕治的藝術

親愛的
無人島上你誕生了
天邊灑落一地的  彩虹
我們細細的數著
她那消逝的分分子子
像是侵蝕著ㄧ點一滴的 童心
一道又一道
不間斷的雨後的七彩

Happy Birthday !!

親愛的
我們愛上了滿天的星空
飛過山巒最閃耀的
可是你許下的願望
一個陪伴著你
保存很久很遠的願

親愛的
千里仰望愛上了滿滿的月
你可看見我許下的願望
永恆與快樂陪伴著你
脫離凡塵枷鎖的願

親愛的
廣大的宇宙的主宰
純潔的無自性的空性
觀音蓮師白度母普賢如來
我，你，我們的真實的意識

許我們一個永不消失的仙境世界
無牽無掛，無猜忌，無背叛，自然不造做的極樂世界
Happy Birthday!

黑色的幽默

Oh....Hair is on my face......at Fareastern Hotel Taipei

昨天，朋友說我有
憂愁的美麗，

今天，你說呢？
是否有著

黑色的幽默......

Wine for Dragon Boat Festival !

Wine always sparkles a pleasant evening as such celebrating, 

and heart warming ambiance on 端午節...
Cardinale 1999, Angel rating 97.

32 行館~~

Dressing Relaxingly for a Summer Hot Spring Outing ....

初夏泡湯，燭光晚宴。。。。

Music from Heaven .....: By Gustav Mahler

We enjoy heavenly pleasures
and therefore avoid earthly ones.
No worldly tumult
is to be heard in heaven.
All live in greatest peace.
We lead angelic lives,
yet have a merry time of it besides.
We dance and we spring,
We skip and we sing.
Saint Peter in heaven looks on. 

Snow White : on Dragon Boat Day

June, 2012 at W Hotel 

Posing as "Snow White" on the day of Dragon Boat Festival in the Sexiest City in Asia !

As I walk down the aisle,
there you are,
smiling eyes with embracing arms,
no matter what  I had encountered,
I devote and bow myself
to your magnificent compassion;
I surrender to supreme power of wisdom,
manifesting
as pure as snow,
as translucent as white lotus,
I become you,
the Venerable White Tara. 

White Tara

Her mantra is Om Tare Tuttare Ture Svaha.

The initiatory rites of White Tara are said to prolong the recipient's life, removing "diseases, sins obscurations, and untimely death."

Holy blessed Tara ,
May we all quickly attain the fruit of great enlightenment;
May the sufferings of all beings, infinite as space, quickly  be exhausted;
May we attain the unobstructed strength to save the unsaved, rescue the unreduced,
Banish the sighs of the careworn, and place all beings in the stage of Nirvana.
May the holy Tara ever protect us unweakened and unerring through all our future lives!"

The qualities of White Tara are ultimately inseparable from our own.
Her loving kindness reflects an innate altruism that arises spontaneously from recognizing realities,
but a reaching outward to embrace the world with infinite compassion.

If we see through to Tara's essence, she frees us from self-serving thoughts and encourages us to act selflessly, and wisely, for the benefit of all beings;
the surest prescription for a long and fulfilling life !!!

Open Seven Eyes:
Like Tara, and be sure that  everyhing  you do, every step you take,
every thought you think, is fueled by compassion.
You will then be inseparable from White Tara,
THe embodiment of Pure Love !!!

最後一次初戀 ：the Film "Restless"

電影裡的女主角是癌症病患，只剩三個月生命，但她卻探索每一天，甚至談瑒初戀，快樂的慶幸自己還有一天可以活，可以玩，可以唱歌，她沒有悲傷，也沒有怨恨，因為她真的用生命去愛過~~ 好浪漫。

＂親愛的，這一次的戀愛，會不會是我們最後一次的初戀？＂
突然有所領悟，
倘若有一天，
我們不再對生命感動了，
我們真確實踐了死亡的惆悵與悲哀。

「最後一次初戀」，這部片子說的不只是年少的愛情，
而是一種純潔的甜甜淡淡的瞭然於心，
因為有愛，
你不再孤單，
你不再恐懼，
因為有感動，
你因生命的存在而喜悅...。

Charity Ball at W Hotel

at W Hotel 

"When we have compassion toward anyone, it does not mean that we are standing at a higher position where we are giving out something from our sympathy", Rinpoche reminded us as the above.

Because we have empathy over this person, in which we can feel their suffering, their pain and their needs inside as we have the similar obstacles within us, we then offer assistance to this person.

Charity has become an essential part of my life,  as I participate many activities in helping those under privileged or physical impaired people, I realize  the most precious principle,  beside the luxurious appearance of such,  is to cherish each moment of what I have bestowed and to see and feel with my heart and my soul....

Sweet November ~~

像是思念你的情人。。。

康楚仁玻切曾說，
思念上師，像是思念你的情人，
這樣，他會聽到你的呼喚。

思念情人般的無我與専住！

有許多時候，
文字語言都是多餘的；
你在他身邊什麼話都不用說，
一個眼神的関愛，
一個天真的微笑，
在空氣中自然安定你慌亂的心。
他像個溫暖的爺爺，
像個全知的菩薩。

貝諾法王2008 於台北

New Born Angel

Dear Mighty God, Buhdda , and High Spirit,
 Please Grant me Wisdom, Ability to Trust, and Love,
 Please Grant me Beauty and Happiness... 
As I promise to be awaken and grant my merit to others....

What is it in your life that matters?

Kissing by A. Santini 

說實話，今天從十一點開始就很不開心。
然後又用很批判的心理經歷所有的事，
包括彈琴的手受傷多天還在痛..，包括有人不守信用....，
包括不是很有才幹的政策，...，
這不都是小事？

仁玻切問，宇宙間，
什麼東西比嚐美食，品美酒，穿華衣，談戀愛，享親情，
住豪宅，擁權力，受讚美，
有更高層次的靈性的意義與愉悅？？

我之不開心，
因為我把這一切看得太重要。..
當我能安靜的明白真理，
瞭悟一切不可能以我為中心，
一切都是暫時的幻象時，
也許真理就接近些。
菩薩道的利益眾生之大愛，深思中..

金色筆記：大雨來的正是時候

戀愛是一種信念！
失望之後，
最慘的一件事就是，
妳再也無法相信任何人！


大雨來的正是時候，
閃電劃破了天際，
偷走玻璃心裡的珍珠，
碎了滿地。


山河啊，
為何當妳滿心歡愉的喜悅，
換來的卻是一串串
崩潰的河堤？

Wine: Pontet Canet

 Wine Spectator, Angel rated 92 points. Parker 96

Blackberry, Cork, Burning Cheese, Rich Smooth Delicate ...
Good...

Although I prefer fruity and flowery Amorma ...! 

Best Drink 2013-2020

喜歡它很古典溫暖的氣氛。。。

今天的龍蝦湯魚翅好入味。。。

豎琴鋼琴與2008法國紅酒很相稱...
有點年軽...，應該明年過後再開來喝。
回憶起小時候嚐到香檳冰沙的興奮~~~

at 安東廳，the Antonie Room Sheraton Hotel Taipei

問世間，情是何物？

跟隨著感覺是真心？
跟隨著心跳是真愛？
跟隨賀爾蒙是真情？
跟隨著作息是迷戀？
跟隨著思想是崇拜？
但是，
問世間，情又是何物...
情愛的世界，
不要隨意的牽手，更不要輕易的放手...。
不是挑剔，而是慎重；
不是執著，而是珍惜。

那一夜

「夜」
 夜裡的雨聲，
向風傳遞著話語，
棉蜜的薄紗，
掩不住思念的芬郁。

 滴滴答答劃破寂靜，
分不出是我的心跳，
還是遠方傳來的訊息？
無人能懂更無法平抑。


你送我的含苞玫瑰，
在燭火下朵朵盛開，

卻被夜風吹亂吹熄，
是否？
捨不去那帶刺的美麗，
還是那
想你思你慾念你的
澎湃大雨....

— at 陽明山夜

思

也許，有時候覺得天要塌下來了，
但是愛與光藏在陰霾裡。。。

真正的思念，
寫不上成詩的句子，
只會
撐傘時，擔心你有沒有淋到雨..
點餐時，想起若是你會吃什麼..
開車時，播放著你留下自己錄製的CD...
來到海邊眺望，
是否今夜，你的星空依然清澈燦爛？
是否今夜，你越來越開心的邁近夢想？
我很開心，
因為，真正的思念....

金色筆記：兩干八百個祈願

My Dream Village : I will be here next year !!! 

故事片段： 
她哭著說：

"請勿再欺騙我的感情，請勿再一而再的耍我了！！
你又耍弄我了！

你又來傷我！"

我相信百年修得有緣人， 什麼教作有情圓滿？
歷經兩千八百個晝夜，
 也許今夜終於修得正果，
也許這才叫永遠甜蜜的一起...？
世俗的人不懂得。 

祈願我們在靈性修持上， 越來越接近真實的光明，
不再受慾望心，嗔恨心，嫉妒心，懷疑心等的紛擾，
安安心心的，純純淨淨的，
 安住。
原來，我們都是那道光明。 

人世間， 我也只想住在一個水秀山明的地方，
充滿愛，創作，修行。
 沒有懷疑，怨恨，只有信任。
信任，信仰，相信。
不論歷經幾百個前世，
只祈禱來世， 生在淨土，
存在一個沒有分別二元的，乾淨美麗的天堂。